First Presbyterian Church of Watertown
Exodus 20 and John
2
“For the Love of
His Church”
The Rev. Dr. Fred
G. Garry
March 15, 2009
I
want to read you a portion of a speech given by Ryan Sanberg. Sanberg was the
second baseman for the Chicago Cubs for many years and was consistently seen as
an asset to his team and a player of note.
After he retired he became eligible to be inducted into the Baseball
Hall of Fame at Cooperstown. In 2005 he
was chosen to join the legends of the game. At the ceremony he said this:
I was in awe every time I walked onto the
field. That’s respect. I was taught you never disrespect your
opponent or your teammates or your organization or your manager and never, ever
your uniform. Make a great play, act
like you’ve done it before; get a big hit, look for the third base coach and
get ready to run the bases; hit a homerun, put your head down, drop the bat,
run around the bases, because the name on the front is a lot more important
than the name on the back. That’s respect
. . . . When did it become okay for
someone to hit home runs and forget to play the rest of the game? . . . These
guys sitting up here [in the hall of fame] did not pave the way for the rest of
us so that players could swing for the fences every time up and forget how to
move a runner over to third. It’s
disrespectful to them, to you, and to the game of baseball that we all played
growing up. Respect. A lot of people say this honor today
validates my career, but I didn’t work hard for validation. I didn’t play the game right because I saw a
reward at the end of the tunnel. I
played it right because that’s what you’re supposed to do, play it right and
with respect. . . . If this validates
anything, it’s the guys who taught me the game did what they were supposed to
do and I did what I was supposed to do.
I
have a hard time watching baseball today.
By and large it is the game I played as a boy. It still has nine innings, pitchers who can
throw the ball 90 miles an hour are still the closers, and great plays are
still made, managers still kick the dirt and yell, and a double play still
conjures an image of athletic ballet.
But it’s hard to watch because the glory is gone.
The
lost glory is not the glory of my youth.
I was never a great baseball player.
When I listen to Bruce Springsteen sing “Glory Days” where he says, “I
had a friend in high school he throw that old speed ball by you, make you look
like a fool. I met him in roadside bar
he was walking in I was walking out. We
went back in sat down had a few drinks, but mostly what we talked about was
glory days and how they pass you by.”
There were moments of glory and splendor for me as a youth, but how I
played baseball wasn’t it.
The
lost glory of baseball is what has been squandered by money and drugs and
fame. Every home run is tainted; every
player who recovers quickly from an injury is suspect; and the idea that
players could be bought for millions of dollars just leaves me cold. Baseball players were never a congregation of
angels and devoted fathers and philanthropists who built bridges and
parks. Ty Cobb sharpened the spikes of
his shoes to induce fear in his opponents.
Baseball is not a place of perfection, but it was a place where we could
see glory in our community, our culture, ourselves.
Hugh
Heclo, a professor of public affairs, who begins a recent book with Sanberg’s
speech, sees our nation as suffering from lost glory, we are living in a kind
of spiritlessness which comes from a lost sense of awe and respect. We don’t believe in anything beyond
ourselves; we don’t revel in the notion of being more just because we are a
part. We don’t want to be part of a
great team; we want to be a superstar.
We don’t even have a name on the front of our jersey anymore. We have raised up generations of children who
are catered and nurtured and aided and helped to be “all they can be.” But we have put aside the idea of being “all
we can be.”
At
Ives Hill this week I listened to one of the members of a bible study lament
the last Olympics. I just didn’t enjoy
it, she said. How could you when all you
wonder is: is that one on drugs? Did
they cheat? Winning a medal, it would
appear, has eclipsed sport, athleticism, character. The Olympics are not the stuff of great
importance for politics or our economy or world peace, but they should be a
moment of glory. And this has been
lost. They are now a moment of shame.
Where
this becomes important for us is this: athletic competition has not become
corrupt; we have been corrupted and in sports like baseball our corruptions
becomes painfully transparent. When a
baseball player swings for the fence every time he is up, we can see how
grandiose and self-centered we’ve become.
When Barry Bonds says I never took steroids it’s like Bill Clinton
trying to suggest he didn’t lie about Monica Lewinsky; in these we can see how
self-preservation and self-importance have become the markers, the measures of
culture.
This
is not a headline or a news flash. You
know this; I know this. Christopher Lasch
wrote the Culture of Narcissism
thirty years ago. I can remember as a
kid when the writing was on the wall with sports with Reggie Jackson. You could even go back to Joe Namath. But those were seeds cast. Those people who really stuck out because they
were not part of our culture. Today,
football teams are filled with thugs who dance after every play; baseball is
riddled with players who make Reggie Jackson look humble. Again, the problem isn’t with athletes or
sports. The problem is us. This is what we’ve become. We are a culture with no respect- in awe with
ourselves, but not for others.
Consider
this, we do not feel obliged to offer anyone, any institution, any office
respect. We don’t. Ridicule, shame, disrespect, insult: we feel
this is our right, our freedom to offer to those in places of power or
authority. In fact the common saying is
that if you are going to seek office, if you are going to be a leader, be
prepared because the abuse will start to flow as soon as you get out in front. Now people in charge have always carried this
weight. Moses who gave the 10
commandments was always being questioned, dealing with the grumbling of the
Israelites. Grumbling and grousing is
not unique to our culture, but the idea that we are in no way obliged to offer
respect, that we value disrespect is something we need to see and then
repent. Our children feel free to
ridicule their teachers; coaches have one opinion to be considered; pastors,
lawyers, doctors: they are fair game.
I
haven’t banned the Colbert Report or John Stewart from our house, but I have
made it clear to my kids that these two fellows are pedaling bad behavior. They are pandering to our poverty of
character. For night after night they
simply look for something to ridicule.
They take the complexity of governing a land awash in selfishness and
greed and mock those who stumble through the landmines of our bad
behavior. They are troubadours of
everything that is rotten in our country today.
Ann Coulter and Bill Maher are debating each other this week in a highly
publicized event. Essentially, though,
these celebrities of trash talk will compete to see who can offer more ridicule
and disrespect. This seems to be our new
sport.
My
friend up in Canton, Michael Cantanzaro, or as he is more affectionately known-
Rev. Mike, has a saying. When we discuss
the ills and challenges of life and ministry he will sum up his take on
somebody by saying, “they get it” or “they don’t get it.” By “it,” I believe, my friend means
Jesus. They get who Jesus is. They get the idea that when Jesus said, if
you want to come after me deny yourself” or what John the Baptist said of Jesus
“he must increase and I must decrease.” The Baptist was someone who “got it.” He knew the name on the front was more
important than the name on the back.
People who get it believe in the church, believe in the idea that love
conquers all, they put obedience to God before their own self.
It’s
fair to say culturally today we are not getting it. And it doesn’t work to say some individuals
get it. That’s the problem. It’s not enough to say someone gets it; we
need to get it. We need to be something
more; we need to believe in something more than ourselves. And by belief I mean trust and respect. Early in the week I shared the speech of Ryan
Sanberg at the staff meeting and I said, this is why I look at the attendance
numbers each week. They all kind of
looked at me a bit oddly.
The
attendance numbers are not a win or loss to me.
I am not looking for notches in a belt or a mark in the win column. I am looking to see if we are getting
it. Do we love the church? Do we love being a church? Do we understand what it means to be the body
of Jesus Christ? Are we getting it? When a congregation of 550 has 150 in worship
it is clear we are not getting it. We
have lost what it means to be a church.
We
all have a church, but we have lost what it means to be a church. We have personal beliefs, but we have lost
what it means to hold those beliefs as a community of faith. And I know it
feels mean spirited to preach this to those who showed up; but herein lies the
problem. We lament those who are not
here, but we don’t see it as our problem, our loss, our becoming less. It is their choice, not our business. In this attitude and resignation is our loss
of glory. Baseball and the Olympics have
lost their glory. But they didn’t lose it because they had bad players or
evildoers. They lost their glory because
we as a people have lost our glory. In
the players we see our own corruption.
The particular metaphors may be greed and drugs and fame, but these are
just the manifestations of a lost glory.
The
church is just as corrupted, but the corruption is a different path. Here it is the oddity that we are trying to
craft a church to suit ourselves, to customize our congregation to our own
desires and visions, instead of being a place where we pray, Lead us O
Christ. Here there is just as much
entitlement and disrespect and ridicule as any place. The church didn’t manufacture this. The oddity is that the church should be a
place where glory is protected against such wiles. But it is not.
This
culture of disrespect and ridicule is what we have made of our world, our
nation, our community. Here it just
becomes manifest in empty pews and people unwilling to sacrifice or jaded by
unbridled cynicism that masquerades as intelligence or sophistication. I know I am supposed to listen, to give my
ear to the people, but I am growing discontent with the idea that I need to
hear people spew an agenda of selfishness or self-indulgence. In our corruption even the church is now a
place where people can rant and ridicule and offer foolishness unchallenged
because it is their right. It may be our
right, but it is also our shame.
The
Gospel of John was almost excluded from the Bible because of our passage
today. There is nothing wrong with the
passage itself. The other gospels tell
pretty much the same story of Jesus clearing the temple. The problem is that he put it in the wrong
place. Jesus cleared the temple on Palm
Sunday not on a random Passover early on in his ministry. The early church struggled to reconcile how
they could accept this obvious misplacement and still treat the text as
authoritative? How could they tell
people to respect this gospel as the word of God if there are obvious mistakes
like this?
The
answer is that the fourth gospel writer didn’t do this by mistake but on
purpose. He didn’t care about the order
of the story so much as he cared about the order of the church. The church in a generation had become
disorderly, had been corrupted by mistakes and misdirection. The misplacement of the story is a claim, a
verdict, a judgment upon the church. He
is saying I am not trying to retell the story a fourth time; I am telling you
can no longer hear the other three if you believe you can live without
obedience and passion; you can’t hear the Bible if you have abandoned a sense
of spirit. We aren’t getting it.
During
every worship service in Geneva in the time of John Calvin, they would read the
Ten Commandments. It was a kind of same
page moment. It was a moment where
everyone was supposed to get it. I didn’t
list the second half of the Ten Commandments this morning because I think we
get these. We are very bright, very
ethical, very upright people who see lies, murder, theft, adultery, and
coveting as wrong. We are
convinced. No one here feels entitled to
break these. But I would never say the
same for the first five.
As
a people we are convinced today that these do not apply to us. Worship, idols, obedience, a Sabbath rest,
and honor: we are not even close. I
mean, it’s not that we just don’t get it; we are worse than that. We don’t even know what is there to get
anymore. I can’t even imagine what it
would look like for us as a people to worship, to honor. I can’t even fathom it we are so mired in our
own world and our devotion to disrespect.
When I hear someone today speak with unbridled ridicule fueled by a
sense of self-righteousness I believe it would be a waste of my breath to
contradict. Like John, I don’t believe I
can simply say, honor the Sabbath and worship; I feel like I need to turn
everything upside down because we have so lost sight of what we are all about.
Don’t
have a church; be a church. Don’t come
to worship when you can; work six days and rest on the seventh with a time of
prayer and thanksgiving. Don’t tell me
you are okay with the radio or a couple times a month; tell me what you hope to
become as a church. I know this is too
radical a notion, the order is all wrong.
I am supposed to put your desires and needs and cares before all else,
but I don’t believe that really gets us to where we are supposed to be. The church isn’t the sum of our whims and
entitled disrespect for authority. We
are the body of Christ resplendent in the glory of the resurrection bringing
hope to the world.
When
you try to put our lack of devotion and obedience in such an image it doesn’t
work. It works in our culture; but it
should never work in our church, in Christ’s body. “When you hit a homerun, put your head down,
drop the bat and run the bases. Because
the name on the front is more important than the name on the back.” Amen.