First Presbyterian Church
of Watertown
Joshua
24
“No
Other Gods”
The
Rev. Dr. Fred G. Garry
November
9, 2008
Joshua was there from the
beginning. He was one of the twelve
spies who were sent into the Promise Land after God spoke to Moses on Mt.
Sinai. Joshua and Caleb were part of the
minority report. There were ten spies
who said woe to us that we have left Egypt; there are giants in the land; we
are doomed. Joshua and Caleb said, If
God has given us the land, it doesn’t matter if there are giants. Our God will prevail.
Joshua was with Moses after the
Israelites were banished to wander the desert for forty years. Joshua saw the people struggle for a
generation. He saw them be tempted with
joining other peoples; he knew their strengths and their weaknesses. Joshua saw the whole thing.
And then Moses died. It must have been bitter sweet when God said
to him, I will be with you as I was with Moses and now you will lead the
people. It was sweet in that Joshua saw
the day finally arrive when the people entered the promise land; it was bitter
because Joshua knew what he was getting into.
Moses was not allowed to enter the promise land because he stopped
loving the people.
Most of what we know of Joshua is
purely administrative. We know he
oversaw the land allotments given to the twelve tribes and did so without a
civil war. Such a war would break out
soon after him, but at least as long as he was in charge, the lid was kept on
tribal feuds and fights.
Perhaps the most telling picture of
Joshua though is the one we read today.
This is his farewell speech; his last recorded words. Soon after this Joshua would die and they
would bury him on Mount Gaash. Knowing
it is his final words helps to uncover the tension in the text. The tension is that Joshua makes a pledge,
then asks the Israelites to make the same pledge; they do so; and then, Joshua
doesn’t believe them. He chastises them
for doing what he asked them to do.
Joshua gives the great charge: for
me and my family we will choose to serve the Lord. And then he says, what say you, and the
people say, heaven forbid us to forsake the Lord. Given all that he has done for us and it is
so clear; we will serve the Lord for he is our God. But then Joshua balks; he doesn’t believe
them.
It’s as if he says, “No really,
guys, I am not kidding. What are you
going to choose? Don’t just mock me or
give me lip service.” In essence Joshua
says, hey, I know you. Lets’ try that
again because I am not joking here; if you make a vow today, breaking it is
going to hurt. The land flowing with
milk and honey can easily become a place of hunger and wrath; make the vow with
care. And so they say it again.
The tension of the passage is that
even this doesn’t convince him. He dares
them. Okay, all right, you are still
serious, then prove it: put away your idols.
Come on! Let’s see how serious
you are. You can almost see him say, no I
mean it. Pass 'em up. I know you are all carrying your amulets and
in your cloaks are figures and statues you pray to instead of our God. Come on, pass 'em up. Let’s see how serious you are. In my mind he is like a tired teacher close
to retirement demanding all the fifth graders empty their pockets.
It’s fair to say that Joshua has
become a wee bit cynical. Twice he asked
them to take a vow; twice they make the vow; twice he is just not
convinced. He knows them too well; he
knows how likely it is they are going to change; he knows too much.
A number of years ago I sat with two
different pastors, on two different occasions, and they told me terrible
stories. Well, let me qualify that, they
told me stories that frightened me. Each
one had reached a point in ministry that was not positive. Although they didn’t mean it to be they
became a kind of cautionary tale.
The first one was a pastor who had
been in a church more than twenty years.
He grew it from a small fledgling country parish to an up growing
concern; it was now a suburban church with the capital campaigns and mortgages
to prove it. Over lunch he shared a
great deal of how this had come about and where he had found success and what
he had done with failure.
The frightening part came when I
asked him how he balanced all of that with visitation, being with people. I said, “How do you find time to visit
people?” He screwed up his face and
said, “I don’t visit people.” And then
he said with all seriousness, “I have to tell you, I don’t like people
anymore. I mean I like certain people, but
people as a whole, no. Not anymore.”
He talked for a while longer, but
all I could hear were those words over and over again. I don’t like people anymore. A part of me wanted to say, hey, this is just
burn out; this happens to a lot of people in positions where they deal with
personal problems, or when you are not well insulated from bad behavior. Yet, no matter the rationalization I kept
hearing the cavalier quality of his voice and the lack of any sense that this
might be big problem.
The second one was a pastor who left
a parish to take an executive job. He
described 15 years in a successful ministry that came to an end one
Sunday. He said, I knew too much. I knew everyone’s stories and secrets and
sins; I knew them all. And when I looked
out from the pulpit that was all I could see; I couldn’t see the people
anymore. I resigned the next day, he
said.
Believe it or not it’s this one that
bothers me the most. The pastor who
didn’t like people could be countered with all the pastors I know who have run
the gauntlet of conflict in ministry and were not so dismissive of people. He might even be redeemed by simply getting
beyond the weight of too many building campaigns. But the one who couldn’t see, help but see a
congregation as their sin, or the duplicity of their soul, that has always
greatly bothered me.
I cannot separate Joshua from Moses
and in Joshua’s farewell speech I cannot help but hear the bitterness of Moses
on repeat. Things didn’t seem to end
well for either of them. Like the pastor
become exec it is almost as if Joshua cannot see the people being good
anymore. And there was a time when he
could. But not anymore. They take the vow; he can only see them
breaking it. They pledge to forsake
their idols; he goads them to prove it.
The depth of cynicism is profound and should give us pause. What does it mean to be reach a place where
all you can hear is falsity, where all you can see is failure? And even if you know there is more, all you
can see and hear is incarcerated in cynicism.
It’s become a kind of annual event
for me, not cynicism that is, but reading a book on resisting it. I read a book that tries to answer this
question for pastors and explores how to abide in a congregation without
experiencing the words, “I just don’t like people anymore.” The surprising part of the book is that is
doesn’t answer challenge of cynicism with the current self-help psychology, the
litany of good advice like get a hobby, be more intentional with your time, or
just about anything Dr. Phil would say.
The interesting thing is that it says, if you want to be freed from the
weight of cynicism then take a vow to have no other gods. Do it, it says, and mean it.
I can remember the first time I read
the book, thinking, well, thanks for that.
A vow to resist idolatry: two hundred pages with some good stories was
helpful, but such a vow doesn’t really hit me where I live.
The author’s name is Eugene Peterson and to
his credit he tries to show the significance of such a vow. He does this by showing how St. Benedict, a
sixth century Italian monk, how he made the brothers who followed him take four
vows in order to live as part of his community.
They were asked to take a vow of obedience, poverty, chastity and
stability.
The vow of stability was the one to
forsake idols. It actually makes a lot
of sense when you find how Benedict had a group of people around him who
believed the next spiritual challenge, the next great epiphany in life, was
still out there; their lives were a kind of roaming, prayerful adventure. They were all spiritual vagabonds. He said, if you join me take a vow to stay
with me; take a vow of stability, so will you find the strength to face the
greatest spiritual challenge. Benedict
said, the real spiritual challenge lies within.
It’s not in some remote cave; it’s in your heart. And you only see this when you’ve been in a
place long enough the luster has worn off; when you can’t fake it and you have
to be the person God created. He said,
now that is a challenge.
Each year when I read this book the
vow of stability, the vow to forsake the idols of careerism and
self-fulfillment grows more convincing.
I am still not sure if just staying in one place forever has magical
powers, but I am intrigued by the idea St. Benedict put forward. At first it seemed to be a vow to leave your
ambition, your wanderlust, your sense of adventure aside. Yet as the years have gone by I have begun to
see the vow as not really interested in such lesser gods like Ulysses chased;
the vow is chasing after the cynicism that creeps inside of all of us. To take the vow of stability is to hand over
the idol of your very self. And that is
a god who competes with our God every day- the god, the idol of the self.
I stayed up to watch the speeches on
Tuesday and I am glad I did. John McCain
gave, as the pundits pointed out the irony, the best speech of his campaign in
his concession. And President Elect
Barak Obama gave a subdued, gracious pause.
He paused for the generation of African Americans who ate in colored
sections and drank from colored fountains; he paused for a world that is still
wondering what had happened to America and its dreams; he paused to take a
breath given the profound level of crisis and confusion that exists in too many
homes in our country.
And then he spoke the words that
caused me to react like Joshua. I was
with him until he started to talk to the people in spiritual terms. He spoke of sacrificing the sense of self and
thinking about more than yourself; he said we need to be one people and all
live as such. As the applause went up
from hundreds of thousands gathered in Chicago I could hear myself saying, “no,
no, no. You are asking us to put aside
the idols of the self; to live as if we are communities, as if we are a people
who see the other as more important than ourselves. You are not asking for political change, but
spiritual change.”
Years of ministry with three congregations
made me pause here. What he was asking
for demanded more than applause. To seek
a bi-partisan coalition to stabilize the economy is one thing, but to ask the
people to give up their sense of self for others, that is really asking for a
vow of stability. I wanted to say to
him, its one thing to ask for a vote, it is quite another to ask us for a vow.
What if though, our greatest obstacle facing
our nation today is not the economy, or health care, or a new foreign policy,
what if our greatest challenge is that we spiritually bankrupt? What if we are simply do not have the
spiritual depth to sacrifice for others to be a community? What if we simply lack the faith to put aside
our idols?
I got to tell you, being like Joshua, hearing
my voice commingle with his at the end of his life is not something that makes
me happy. It’s cynicism. But it is also something else.
I recognize that our nation is facing
difficult economic times, that fighting the war on terror has created enormous
difficulties here and abroad, and there is a litany of setbacks that have
sobered us. But the greatest challenge
facing America was in place long before Lehman Brothers, the greatest challenge
is that we no longer seem to have a sense of being a people, being something
greater than each individual. As a
people we are each chasing our own dreams.
We have no common vision. It is
as if we are a people needing to take a vow of stability, to leave aside the
idol of the self. But can we?
Not too long ago a local businessman
complained to me about another businessman in town. He talked about the man as not really caring
for the community, how little his business practices were for others, and how
this is not how a community should be.
He inferred that the poor practice of the one who angered him hurt his
business. We need to be a better community
than that, he said.
I agreed with him and then suggested something
that sounds like Joshua: what you are saying is true but what if we all live
these lives of anonymity, selfish lives of what we want, when we want it; what
if we seclude ourselves from the public, from people because they are not
exactly what we want or need, but then when we need to get married, buried,
baptized, educated or be aided through a crisis, what if it is only then that
we leave our private lives, what if we leave this aside only when we need
community. But as we leave our castles of self-fulfillment we are shocked to
find the community we thought should be there is no more? The businessman agreed, but the conversation
changed.
Even though I can hear my voice commingle with
Joshua’s it is not the same voice. I can
see much more than sin; I can hear much more than falsity. I still believe we can lay aside the idol of
the self. When Joshua stood before the
people that was no longer the case. Yet,
we are not there. We can become a people
again. We can have a life together that
is more than the sum of our net assets.
We can have a life that hopes to be good in the eyes of the Lord; a life
that is well run and rests in the abiding hope of the resurrection.
I have cynicism, but I also abide in
hope. As I hope I long for the day when
people come to church believing it’s not for them, but for others. It is not to make them better, but to make us
a better people. I long for the time
when our neighbor’s success and their happiness is not our curiosity, but is
borne of our sacrifice. Then we are the people without idols. This is the change we need. Amen.